I'm not happy...

neither to I feel sad. 

I don't think I'm enjoying what I'm doing. Something is missing in my life. 

A passion for something. Motivation. I feel like I'm just living my life waiting for the day I die doing nothing. 

I need to find something to keep myself motivated. Something long term which gives me pleasure and satisfaction. 

I just not sure....

When I got this job offer (help desk specialist), I was happy... 1 week after working.... now I'm having second thoughts...

Not sure if I don't like my job or just don't like working...

I'll see how things go for another 2-3weeks. It's not the job I expected or intended to get but I was having hopes of liking it for what I am doing. Helping people with their computer problems. So far I don't get the same satisfaction as I usually do when fixing/trouble-shooting the customer's problems.

Maybe it's because I don't get to actually see the satisfaction of the face of the customer? Maybe because I'm dealing with ah bengs? Maybe because I've solved too much cases a day that it doesn't feel as satisfying as I thought it'd be?

I don't feel the joy to geek around with computers as much as I used to...