Mario + Obama

That Obama cameo is classic!

Song of the Month : March

Rock me~ rock me~ rock me sexy Jesusssssss

Internet of the past

I'm just gonna list out some keywords for now :
- (I forgot the website for my first webpage. It was a really simple one page)
-Homestead
-Geocities
-Angelfire

So those were the servers/hosts where I made my first few homepages/webpages/fansites back in 1998 or so...
I was friggin 12 years old back then.
Since then, my knowledge developed rapidly to the likes of simple flash animations, dreamweaver, shockwave, java and the likes.

Things slowed down when easier alternatives was created (Microsoft Frontpage and etc.) which was around 2004~2005
Now.... blogs are the way to go. Everything's practically coded and ready to be used.

Ahh the good (bad) old days

Saladin is a failure IMO

Well based on this....



Animation :
Seriously.... production began in the year 2000 (from what I've read and remember) and this is the quality of animation we get?
The still images look great.. but when the characters start to move... it's incomparable to Toy Story (1995).

Voice/Sound/Music :
Childish music but it's target audience is kids... so it's excused~
As usual they got the Doraemon voice casts to voice the series... I still think they're crap. Them voice actors lack character and should be fired 10 years ago (After Doraemon was over).
It just feels weird hearing these Arabs speak in a Malaysian slang.... come on... =.=

Well since reading it in newspapers, I had hopes on this to boost Malaysia's crappy animation quality... after watching less than 5 mins of this... I'm rather disappointed

War+3D animation+Animals = Cat Shit One

Yes, we've seen Happy Tree Friends.... but this is in 3D animation!!!



I can't wait til it comes out xD

To Do list (Spring break)

Before the spring break last week, I compiled a list of to dos during that one week period.
Here's the results....

X ] Bake a cake (Preferably Black Forest/ Chocolate banana)
[ X ] Nickelback Concert
[ ] Get wild in the concert!
[ X ] Make dessert crepes
[ X ] Eat the crepes
[ ] Clean Up room
[ ] Cycle around Ames
[ ] Rent Resident Evil 5 and complete it by the week
[ ] Ice skating
[ ] Sign up for next sem classes
[ X ] Meet up friends and have dinner/lunch with em
[ X ] Cook up some chinese dish
[ ] LEMON CHICKEN!!!
[ X ] Emo
[ X] Don't Emo
[ X ] Guitar Hero!
[ X ] Try to finish off Valkyria Chronicles
[ ] Watch a movie
[ I'VE FALLEN SICK!!! ] Don't fall sick
[ ] Get a haircut (from a friend that can cut or barber)
[ X ] Try something new ( Some tension rope game thingie..)
[ X ] Indulge in Strawberry dipped in chocolate/ topped with whipped cream
[ X ] Cook Tom Yam Bihun
[ X ] Make Sambal Prawns!
[ ] Run eight laps around Beyer Hall basketball courts/ Leid Rec
[ ] 50 sit ups a day everyday beginning 14th March til end of spring break (or later)
[ ] Go on a date with someone~ (not likely but I can wish~)
[ ] Make/Eat Tau Fu Fa!!!
[ ] Study BBMB
[ ] Watch one full series of anime


Well... time to finish off some of the list by this week =.=
-Haircut
-Study BBMB
-Clean Up room

Here's the plan... (sleepless night)

So apparently my body clock still hasn't readjusted back to class hours thus I'm still awake even at 6am and hardly gotten any sleep since 1am (I slept at around 10.30pm)....

Right now my plan is to last the rest of the day hopefully being able to stay awake.
Better start making some breakfast to give me energy to get through 4 hours of work.....

Then there's this 1 hour 30 min break in between my next class... hrmmm
Gotta go and grab my RAN number and drop a class. Don't know what my prof will think when she sees me with eyebags.. but I gotta drop it by this week or else it's an F at the end of the semester

It's time to move to New Zealand!

This is the reason why!

Let's hope their face is pleasing to look at

The Joy in despair....

It's always sunny in despair plains~

The things you love to do....

Everyone has something which he/she enjoys doing.
It keeps them calm, entertained and helps them relief stress.

I used to watch anime, dota, basketball, sleep, etc...

Now,
I'm hardly watching any anime.
Dota has become more of a chore because I don't enjoy every moment of it as I used to
Basketball only happens once a week
Sleep, if I could even get to sleep
Manga, reading manga online is different from having them in my hand reading it on my bed.
Games, doesn't really pique my interest as much as it used to before


Life's getting boring. I've been doing the same things for over a year.
Wearing the same clothes (I haven't bought anything new nor gotten any new apparels from friends)
I need to find something new. Make new friends. Try new things.
I'll say this. My current friends aren't as outgoing.
Yes, if you read this, you know what I mean. Try something new lah!

SIGH!

Feeling down.
Feeling worn out.
Feeling all alone.
Feeling dead.

Feelings taking control.
So I let out a big SIGH
and it temporarily goes away

Yuna Ito - Trust You

My current fav. song
OST from Gundam 00...
Yuna Ito - Trust You


Partial English translation :

I love you, I trust you
I want to share your loneliness with me
I love you, I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Please don't leave anymore

Happy Birthday Yee Gin (and Chuck Norris!)

Happy 21st Birthday Long Kor!!!

and..... Happy 69th birthday to Chuck Norris!



Phone book saved my life!

Scorpios

Like other Water signs, Scorpio is considered a negative, feminine sign, which in Astrology means it is rather introvert.

.....Dammit

I've fallen in love with my phone

I've fallen in love with my phone...
Reminds me of a sad sad past..... more on that next time.....

Insecurity and Anxiety

Damn....

Insecurity is a feeling of general unease or nervousness that may be triggered by perceiving oneself to be unloved, inadequate or worthless (whether in a rational or an irrational manner).

Anxiety is a psychological and physiological state characterized by cognitive, somatic, emotional, and behavioral components. These components combine to create an unpleasant feeling that is typically associated with uneasiness, fear, or worry.

I suggest you read the articles....

Tough Decisions

So here's what happened...

As I stare down at the Organic Chemistry textbook trying to memorize each reactions, reactivity ,etc... I realized nothing's going in.
Nothing's making any sense at all. I'm not getting any of this.
Reading through, writing down the reactions... still nothing goes into this thick skull of mine.

I'm gonna flunk tomorrow's test without a doubt. It's time to face reality. I fucked up. Big time.
So here's what I'm gonna do.

I'm gonna drop this class.
I'll still take tomorrow's exam. It's a good smack in the face for slacking around too much.

And since I'm gonna drop this... I better study for STAT305.
GARGGHHHHHH!!!

Study Progress 2

Ochem2 : 25%
Stat 305 : 20%
Che382 : 20%
Che357 : 90%

Gotta stay FOCUS!!!

Dont Shoplift

Study Progress

Ochem2 : 2% (Skimmed through what needs to be learnt)
Stat 305 : 20%
Che382 : 5%
Che357 : 50%

Not good...

PS : Che382 and Che357 are open book exams

Exams before Spring break 09

Next week,

Tuesday :
Organic Chemistry 2 (Chem332)
Statistics 305 (Stat 305)

Wednesday :
Chemical Reactor Engineering (Che382)
Heat and Mass Transfer (Che357)

Good luck to myself

Ignored and Forgotten

Don't you just FUCKING hate it?
It's as if you died
It's as if your existence is insignificant
It's as if you're that person walking past you in the mall
It's as if you're that person sitting beside you in the bus

You know he's there... but you just couldn't bother

Voices and Words

Recently I've noticed some change in myself....
Usually I wouldn't mind chit chatting on msn/ facebook. Seeing people reply me with words typed out.
I don't know what hit me in the head but now everytime I see these msn/facebook chitter chatter... I feel lonely. I somehow don't feel your presence. It's as if I'm talking to something dead.

I'd rather hear your voices. I want you to hear mine.
I want to see your faces. I want you to see mine.

When I say something funny, I know you acknoledge me with your smile and laughter.
When I say something bad, you'd show me frowns and fists of anger.
When you sing, I can hear the melody/rhythm.
When I scream like a girl, you'd make fun of my scream...

Emoticons? I don't use them (msn ones). I think they're a nuisance and downright irritating because some people abuse them for almost every character in the alphabet making conversations a chore to read.


So, 'TALK' to me more.

An empty glass

So I was thinking of what I can base my current situation with.

Think of me as a glass, filled with some dirty water.
Horrible. Disgusting. Unappetizing.

Now some people tell me to let go of my past. Okay.
So if I pour away the dirty water, I'm left with nothing.
An empty glass.... waiting for the waiter/waitress to fill me up with joy and happiness.

....okay, just waiting for the waitress

Insomnia

So I have been having insomnia for the past few weeks. Well my insomnia is common, but usually it lasts like a day or two. Things are getting out of hand.

Normally when I try to sleep, I'd lay on my bed, and it'll take me an hour to fall asleep (my brain can't stop thinking. I can't shut it off somehow)... well this is when it's NORMAL

Now when I have insomnia, it takes me.... well I can't sleep til like it's 1 hour before I need to wake up.
Another symptom is that i tend to wake up from my sleep numerous times in the night and it takes me a while just to get back to bed.

Reasons? I'm thinking it's more of the psychological sickness for my case since I have these insomnia events ever since I was in grade school (Primary 1 and on wards).
Stress, Depression, Anxiety, Worry... you name it. I'm usually thinking of all those at once.

So right now, I want a FULL GOOD NIGHT SLEEP. Popped in half a sleeping pil last night and fell asleep in a mere 15 mins.

Today, I just had one about 5 mins ago. The effects should be settling in anytime soon.
See you guys in the mornin

And I'll never walk alone

When you walk through a storm hold your head up high And don't be afraid of the dark. At the end of a storm is a golden sky

And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.

Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart

And you'll never walk alone, You'll never, ever walk alone.

Happy Day at the end of February

The whole of February has been an emotional month for me.

Now that it's ended, I finally found out what's making me emo...
I felt outcasted. Hardly anyone to talk to. Hardly hanging out with friends.

Today, I talked to some of them and went for dinner with Long Kor + Michelle + LanYeng + Sky and qi guai.
So it was a chinese dinner which I wasn't really willing to eat at first.... (New China Boone)
Then as I was eating, I noticed my stomach isn't really getting as full as it would for the past few weeks...

My appetite has returned! I gobbled as much as I could and still managed to eat a Dairy Queen Blizzard XD (Thx Michelle)

Back home, we played some guitar hero and Ruey, Andrew, Yi Herng and Uncle Tam came to join the fun. It's the first time my room's that packed with people so I was really happy XD

Let's hope this goes on for the rest of the year.