Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Weird Dreams : Remote control car policemen

Dreamed that I was driving a manual car (which I haven't drove for almost 10 years) and the engine died while I was trying to make a u-turn on a two-way road. Some cops pulled over and fined me. In the process, they even installed a remote controlled system to control my car as they don't believe I'm able to drive it. I tried to talk my way out of a fine and gave them some cash to let it slide. Yet, they still went on with the remote control and controlled my car with me in it back home...

Monday, December 26, 2011

Weird Dreams : Dinosaurs in the sewers

After walking around a pseudo shopping complex/science research facility/university, somehow I was sent to look for someone with a high IQ around my area. Found a boy who was said to be a genius and psychic. Saw him displayed his abilities to think/strategize and his psychic powers by fending off some ninjas while he was outnumbered.
I ended up on the streets and for some reason I was trying to pick up manhole covers (labeled A-Z), specifically just Z and E to spell out the kid's name. Moment my partner and I picked up the two manhole covers rats and white frogs leaped out of the manholes, then a T-rex lunged out. While running from it noticed a bunch of other dinosaurs roaming about and 4 chimps who were normal and held in captivity nearby had turned into giants (king kong).
Somehow managed to escape the T-rex and ended up crashing someone's wedding and persuaded the groom with a commanding speech to sponsor us to find a way to make sure that there's a future...... he finally agreed and then I woke up.....

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Friday, December 23, 2011

Y U NO WEAR GLASSES?

Women think that glasses makes them ugly. Even commercials these days selling contact lenses go,
"Hey, you look much more beautiful now! Did you get a hair cut?"
"No, I just took off my glasses and started wearing __ contact lenses!"

Personal opinion, I think girls wearing glasses are hot.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Weird dreams x2 : Zombie attack and Bollywood

Day 1
Dreamed that my grandparents close relatives turned into zombies and started tossing molotov cocktails at the house I'm sheltering in. I tried taking an iron bar to push them back.. but one of the cocktails landed on me and I started burning... Flames engulfed my upper body and I could feel the burning sensation of the flames. Tried to lay on the ground to put out the fire, didn't work. In the end, resorted to waking up from my dream.

Day 2
Dreamed that I was a grad student working on a research in a lab. Somehow it turned into a bollywood movie with me trying to save a girl I wasn't allowed to be with together from an evil villain who's doing everything he could to ruin my life. Shots were fired at me, bruised and battered I still ventured on.
No dancing involved and I almost saved the girl before I woke up.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Forever alone on facebook


Bolehland strips from : Bolehland.net

Kim Jong-Ill dead



"Kim Jong-Ill wished he was Kim Jong-Healthy" - Anonymous...

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Song of the month : December 2011 (#600)



Donna Lewis - I love you always forever
Heard it on the radio yesterday... it's been a long time since I heard this song and I long for the day I'm able to make a girl say these words to me....

Edit: OH, 600th post

Insecurities

I hate it.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Weird Dreams : Blind Makeup?

An hour nap... and somehow I ended up asking a blind lady who just broke up with her boy friend at a McDonalds while I was trying to take a nap, "Here's a random question, since when did you put on make up? When were you blind? How do you know you're just not smearing your face with colors and making it uglier?"

For some reason she ended up stalking me....

Monday, December 12, 2011

Inspiration, motivation, muse?

I feel like there's nothing more to live for...
In search of some inspiration. some motivation and maybe a muse.

They say that you should look for someone to rely on you... but it seems I'm doing otherwise or partially...
Looking for someone or something to rely on so that I can get it to rely on me.

Maybe I just need a job.... but then that would probably just make me a mindless work zombie...

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Useless life....

Feel like I'm just an empty shell...

Which one am I?


I'm a jerk who thinks I'm a nice guy. So which one am I?
Maybe the cat....

Friday, December 9, 2011

Everyone is an actor/actress/liar

Show signs of weakness and it'll be exploited.
Hate a person but requires favors from him/her, act nice.
"I'm so ugly" (Tell me I'm pretty!)
I'm depressed... NOT. PAY ATTENTION TO ME!!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Can men and women be just friends?


In case the video doesn't work in the future, "Can men and women be just friends?"
All the women says yes, all the men said no.

So it's mostly one sided love...unless these women are liars.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Immortals Review

It's a little late since I watched it last month.....
I watched Immortals at a cinema in Malaysia. Most Malaysians know that such movies with violence, gore and sex will definitely be censored to oblivion. Funny thing is, the whole censorship is inconsistent.
Censorship was rampant during the first hour but then stopped after around the last 20 mins of the 2 hour show (but was about an hour and a half hour after all the cuts). It's as if there's a budget for cutting out scenes and they spent all of it earlier on or that they just got lazy at the end with limbs flying everywhere and decapitation happening every minute.
Then the characters, specifically the gods... God of War (with Kratos) never escapes my mind....

2 more interviews....

It's taking forever to set a date for the 2nd interview from a company I'm feeling confident of getting a job from. Then came 2 more interview responses from other companies.... Lets see what I can do this Friday and next Tuesday...

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

I've been thinking...

The last two weeks has been boring for me... to the point that I've started to annoy some people. My inconsideration towards people who are currently busy with their own lives and studying for finals/ completing final projects has left me feeling outcasted and ignored at times.
Maybe I should just stop this. This needless seeking of attention and spamming facebook like a retard.

Heck even my prospective employer is ignoring me. I think that they could be hoping I'd forget about them even though they did mention they were busy. How busy I wouldn't know. They haven't been communicating much with me. I guess I'm just bad at reading these subtle stuff and always take it to the extreme. If not told, I'll just think, "Oh it's nothing. He's probably just busy. Treat him normally." .

Some of you probably even know the last time this shit happened. Ask a friend for help on a future date, they said okay but totally ignore you when the time comes. A message or notification would suffice. I don't know if this is the Malaysian attitude or just the general cliche response if you don't like a person.

Sigh... it's probably just me. Rather than rage and go crazy I usually take it out on myself and not blame others. There was a question brought up to me once in an interview,
"What would you do if your co-worker installed an equipment wrongly?"
I don't know if this was part of the reason why I wasn't hired but I answered, "It would be my fault for not supervising the workers properly or my instructions weren't clear, simple or detailed enough."
To me that showed that I was responsible. Then when I realized I didn't get that position, I wondered if instead that showed weakness. Weakness of not being able to trust your own workers, colleagues and friends.


And if I've done something wrong, I can't wait for it to fix itself. I want it fixed A.S.A.P. if not immediately. I broke something, I can't just leave it. My guilt will haunt and torture me for weeks to come. I'd rather come out with the truth that I broke it and apologize rather than keeping it in.

Still years have passed. I think I may have gotten over it... then again I wouldn't know until it's actually happened... and it did. Didn't take it so well but probably not as bad as the last time I was totally ignored when in need. I know I've done a bunch of things like this before... I guess it's karma. But the problem is (at least for me) is that I only remember clearly when it happens to me... and not when I do it on to others.

Edit : It's times like these I feel that I'm a nuisance to everyone I talk to. That it would probably be better if I hadn't open my mouth or just mingle around. Even if I had a volleyball as a friend I'd probably annoy it to death.

Liar Game : Reborn Live action movie 2

http://zotaku.com/2011/12/06/liar-game-reborn-trailer/


No more Erika Todaaaaa T_T

Monday, December 5, 2011

Focusing on Uninteresting Distractions

Easily interested in stuff, easily distracted by other stuff.
Jack of all trades, master of none.

Can't seem to focus. Every time I find something new and interesting, I seem to lose interest in it after a while.
Could be ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) or could just be too much time spent on it.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Weird Dreams : Twilight nightmare in a movie in a nightmare

I'll try to be as chronological as possible....
  • In house back in Taiping, neighbor's house got burgled
  • Cop came and chased the burglar on foot
  • Burglar came around to my house after running around (I was at the 2nd floor helping out the cop)
  • Started slashing my family members with a machete (of which some I'm not sure who they are O_O)
  • Raged, I gave chase as well
  • Managed to almost catch up, the cop opened fire but the burglar managed to injure the left handed cop's hand.
  • I picked up the gun and continued pursuit trying to aim at the culprit. Near enough, gave two shots in the head. 
  • Then for some reason I ended up at my cousin's wedding...
  • After a few events at the wedding, I woke up, went back to sleep and then...........
  • I'm in a Twilight movie mixed in with Harry Potter. And throughout the rest of the dream, I was cringing. 

I have not seen a twilight movie before and the only Harry Potter movie I've seen is the first one. I'm guessing it could be due to watching this video yesterday morning =.=