You may or may not mean whatever you said, but I'll still accept it like it comes from the bottom of your heart.
It's one of my weakness and will undoubtedly lead to my downfall one day.
Then again, I might forget about it and pretend it didn't happen.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I am who I am
I am who I am because of everyone.
That random dude that plays basketball outside Beyer Hall.
The bus driver that drives me to campus and back.
That cute shop clerk that asked me how's my day.
The beggars around that begs for direction.
My professor who makes me stay up all night to finish homeworks or study for exams.
My friends who lowers my self esteem.
People on TV who I despise.
Conflicting opinions with my group members.
Inventors of the past that created everything I'm using today.
The unknown person that made my clothes.
And my family who supports me for being me.
That random dude that plays basketball outside Beyer Hall.
The bus driver that drives me to campus and back.
That cute shop clerk that asked me how's my day.
The beggars around that begs for direction.
My professor who makes me stay up all night to finish homeworks or study for exams.
My friends who lowers my self esteem.
People on TV who I despise.
Conflicting opinions with my group members.
Inventors of the past that created everything I'm using today.
The unknown person that made my clothes.
And my family who supports me for being me.
Monday, September 28, 2009
There is no rewind button in life.
Have you ever done something stupid and regretted it only hoping to go back in time to avoid it?
You wonder, "Is this really happening? GO BACK! GO BACK!".
Nothing happens.
What's left on your hands are the shattered pieces which can't be put back together.
Time slows down.
You figure out ways to repair and fix the situation. It is only temporary. The damage is irreversible.
Then reality hits you. Nothing can be done. You might decide to put the blame on someone else. You might try to stand your ground. In the end, you'd still have to clean up your mess.
I've done many mistakes.
I feel guilty for most of my mistakes.
It all feels like the first time.
You wonder, "Is this really happening? GO BACK! GO BACK!".
Nothing happens.
What's left on your hands are the shattered pieces which can't be put back together.
Time slows down.
You figure out ways to repair and fix the situation. It is only temporary. The damage is irreversible.
Then reality hits you. Nothing can be done. You might decide to put the blame on someone else. You might try to stand your ground. In the end, you'd still have to clean up your mess.
I've done many mistakes.
I feel guilty for most of my mistakes.
It all feels like the first time.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Semi Transparency
"What's so unusual about seeing semi-transparent people ? Even plastic bags given out at supermarkets are semi-transparent. Politicians are also semi-transparent nowadays."
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Song of the Month : September 2009
The inconsistent monthly "song of the month"....
Was surfing youtube searching for High and Mighty Color's new single "XYZ" and found this in the 'related videos' tab
Was surfing youtube searching for High and Mighty Color's new single "XYZ" and found this in the 'related videos' tab
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Miracles?
"What I hate is when people get treated for a disease and live and are ok and then say "oh it was a miracle"
Yeah, way to snub the doctors who applied their skill and medicine to save your misdirectedly-grateful ass"
— by Turambar (taken off Digg.com)
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Second thoughts...
I thought I could do it. I think I could do it. Looking at the textbook again and what to expect from this class... It's probably a better decision to drop the class.
I'm so disappointed in myself....
I'm so disappointed in myself....
It's almost time to face it
I'll be getting back that blank sheet of quiz paper I turned in.
Urgh. Such a horrible feeling. Feel like avoiding it and just skip class/drop it. But if I do that, I'll just be running away from my problems.
Time to take responsibility
Urgh. Such a horrible feeling. Feel like avoiding it and just skip class/drop it. But if I do that, I'll just be running away from my problems.
Time to take responsibility
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Things I hate academically when being a student
There's a few things I hate most as a student
1) Not being able to complete a homework because I don't know how to do it.
2) Not being able to complete some of the questions of a quiz/exam.
3) Studying hard for an exam, being very confident and when the results are out, realized you did really badly.
4) Studying really hard, being very confident but during the exam/quiz, realized you can't answer the question.
5) Knowing you're just a few points away from a higher grade.
The thing I hate the most,
6) Sitting for an exam/quiz you didn't really study hard because you got over confident and sat there unable to do even ONE question nor write a single thing. You spend most of the time staring at the paper clueless. Looking around you see everyone else answering their paper while all you can do is regret, feel stupid and wonder what the fuck are you gonna do when you hand in a blank sheet. Wonder how your professor will react when she/he sees the blank answer sheet with your name on it.
GARGHHHHH!!!!!!
Study hard. Study hard before exams/quizzes. At least you know you tried.
That's 50 points off my 450 total score for this class math 385. Better not fuck up the other quiz and 3 exams.
Note : The Chem332 exam went well. I managed to answer every question for the first time in my organic chemistry history. Let's hope the results are good.
1) Not being able to complete a homework because I don't know how to do it.
2) Not being able to complete some of the questions of a quiz/exam.
3) Studying hard for an exam, being very confident and when the results are out, realized you did really badly.
4) Studying really hard, being very confident but during the exam/quiz, realized you can't answer the question.
5) Knowing you're just a few points away from a higher grade.
The thing I hate the most,
6) Sitting for an exam/quiz you didn't really study hard because you got over confident and sat there unable to do even ONE question nor write a single thing. You spend most of the time staring at the paper clueless. Looking around you see everyone else answering their paper while all you can do is regret, feel stupid and wonder what the fuck are you gonna do when you hand in a blank sheet. Wonder how your professor will react when she/he sees the blank answer sheet with your name on it.
GARGHHHHH!!!!!!
Study hard. Study hard before exams/quizzes. At least you know you tried.
That's 50 points off my 450 total score for this class math 385. Better not fuck up the other quiz and 3 exams.
Note : The Chem332 exam went well. I managed to answer every question for the first time in my organic chemistry history. Let's hope the results are good.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Cyclones lost 35-3
We were leading 3-0...
and then everything just went downhill.
2007, We won
2008, we lost
2009, Horrible defeat
Monday's Organic Chemistry exam won't go so well...
and then everything just went downhill.
2007, We won
2008, we lost
2009, Horrible defeat
Monday's Organic Chemistry exam won't go so well...
Friday, September 11, 2009
New iPod Touch 3G
The new iPod touch 3G came out yesterday. To many, it was a disappointment. No OLED screen, no camera, no FM radio. I think I know why
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
The limit has been broken.
There is a limit to how much I can take. There is a limit to my temper. Unfortunately, I have reached that limit. Avoid me at all costs for the next few days. Avoid all the FUCKING OVERUSED "TEW" JOKES. 22+ FUCKING YEARS YOU THINK I WON'T SNAP? WELL I HAVE. THE PAST 3 WEEKS WAS EQUIVALENT TO A LIFETIME WORTH OF IT.
I'm currently in an unstable state. Who knows what I might do. Just stay away from me and let me regain my composure.
I'm currently in an unstable state. Who knows what I might do. Just stay away from me and let me regain my composure.
Merdeka 2009
Let's round up the news for these few days...
"A neighborhood with 95% Muslims started protesting on the construction of a Hindu temple near/in their area. Threatens that blood will be spilled if the government doesn't do anything about it." Very peaceful religion indeed.
Quote "There's no such thing as a bad religion. Only bad followers"
I think the current Home Minister only gave 'a stern warning' where else when other religions protest, cops and riot police will start raining down the tear gasses.
In other news, Indons are throwing rotten eggs at the Malaysian embassy because our National Anthem sounds alot like their song "Terang Bulan" (It also sounds alot like a song called Mamula Moon). You don't see the creators of Mamula Moon going nuts about how Indonesia/Malaysia stole their song.
Thank you Indonesia for throwing eggs at us when we helped you with your forest fires and tsunamis as well as all your illegal immigrant workers. We could've just ignored your forest fires but your forest fires are giving us the yearly jerebu. Or could this be part of a conspiracy? Either ways, "Thank you for making KL like London City"
Happy Merdeka 2009 (A year of countless riots and conspiracies)
"A neighborhood with 95% Muslims started protesting on the construction of a Hindu temple near/in their area. Threatens that blood will be spilled if the government doesn't do anything about it." Very peaceful religion indeed.
Quote "There's no such thing as a bad religion. Only bad followers"
I think the current Home Minister only gave 'a stern warning' where else when other religions protest, cops and riot police will start raining down the tear gasses.
In other news, Indons are throwing rotten eggs at the Malaysian embassy because our National Anthem sounds alot like their song "Terang Bulan" (It also sounds alot like a song called Mamula Moon). You don't see the creators of Mamula Moon going nuts about how Indonesia/Malaysia stole their song.
Thank you Indonesia for throwing eggs at us when we helped you with your forest fires and tsunamis as well as all your illegal immigrant workers. We could've just ignored your forest fires but your forest fires are giving us the yearly jerebu. Or could this be part of a conspiracy? Either ways, "Thank you for making KL like London City"
Happy Merdeka 2009 (A year of countless riots and conspiracies)
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