Uncontrollable Mind

I think too much. That's something I knew since I was like probably 6 years old. I'm constantly thinking. Thinking of what if this should've happened and what if it didn't happen. I guess that explains why I'm not that much of a risk taker when it comes to life. I'll avoid the high risk option and take the option with less risks. Or sometimes I just don't really care... Could be why I suck at gambling...