Found a song which I haven't heard in a long long time : Tom punya Diner

FOUND THIS SONG AT LAST???
Wasn't even looking and somehow when this song played on the radio... it brings a feeling of nostalgia as if I've heard it before....
And now it's stuck in my head

Dreams : Running around in circles

Basically what my life is now...
Two nights in a row I dreamed of going around in circles.
Two nights ago I was driving around in circles looking for the airport.
Last night I was dreaming of walking/ running around in circles for no reason at all...

What am I doing with my life?

Distribution of Money/Wealth

What I think on how money/wealth is distributed. 

Think of a country which has a finite amount of people let's say 100 and a finite amount of wealth. 

In this country you'd have the extremely rich, rich, middle class and poor. 

With this finite wealth distributed among these groups, in a typical country the distribution will be that of a pyramid with the extremely rich at the top and the poor at the bottom. 

In this country, for the rich to stay rich or get richer, someone has to be poorer or stay poorer. Even if things were to be evened out, since there is a finite amount of wealth, that amount might not be able to sustain the lives of everyone in the country hence if things were to even out, everyone in the country could be poor/ low income earners. 

So how does one increase their wealth? The same pyramid can be seen if you look at every countries as a whole. One country gets richer while another suffers. If everyone is equal it'll just be like the country above. No developments or slower developments for better improvements of life as there won't be enough funds for it. 

It's how things work as it is and unless someone figures out a way for everyone to be able to live equally without debt, the rich will get richer and the poor stay poor unless they win the powerball(lottery) if they could even afford a ticket. 

Song of the Month : November 2011

Dire Straits - Sultans of Swing (Alchemist Live)

Single but not alone

Read this from a friend's blog
"Single but not alone" - TheOC.

How true is this? Friends? Family? I really wish to believe this but I can't seem to get along with my family.
Friends? I know they can't be there all the time but I get the feeling that I'm being ignored most of the time. Yea, they could be busy with their own problems and life but I keep thinking "I must've said something wrong. I must've said too much.".
Where did I go wrong? What have I done wrong? or maybe it's just a face problem and I'm part of the definition of... "Forever Alone"



Or maybe everyone of us have a bad sleeping schedules....

Edit : Heres one I made on my own

And here's one I found which sorta explains my forever alone-ness

Malaysian drivers on the road and their fancy cars..... I don't get it...

I don't understand why people tend to buy expensive cars when their car signals never work

Fusion of food?

Refer to : Roti Jangan

So I just had sushi king today and ate some japanese curry with rice... then I remembered Roti Jangan and thought.... what if other Malaysian dishes are fused with japanese?

First thing that came to mind was a Ramly sushi. Normally you'd have those raw fishes on top of rice... what if you replace that with ramly burger patties?!

Well that got me thinking and before I know it, bought some Ramly burgers on the way home =.=

Who's reading this?

Just a lil bit curious.... who's reading my blog? Why is my site being hotlinked from a russian site?!

Weird dreams : July 28th 2011 (Shaun of the dead zombies)

Extracted from my facebook of a dream I once had


Hrmmm dreamt that I was still in states. Packing to go back to Malaysia. At the airport but somehow my flight's been delayed. Got kidnapped by two guys and brought onto a dock nearby and then boarded a 'platform-boat' thing. The two guys then brought out machine guns and aimed them at me threatening to kill me but then a horde of zombies emerged from the sea waters and attacked the two assailants. They fired thousands of bullets dismembering a bunch of zombies but they were eventually outnumbered. A submarine then appeared and I met this black captain who calls herself the 'White Ranger' brought me back to shore and somehow I was at the entrance of the airport with my luggage bags being unloaded and beside my bags were a line of donkeys boarding a truck...

Weird Dreams : Robocop, the alternate universe/ending?

I think the reason I had this dream was because I saw from the TV guide that Robocop 2 was on TV... anyway,

Aliens have attacked Earth and most of humanity has been captured/ killed. Angered and out for revenge, the inhabitants of Earth made a spaceship capable of destroying worlds and went after the aliens. Whatever left of humanity (...in Detroit) and Robocop boarded the ship and went on a journey after the aliens.
On the journey, the ship was intercepted and attacked but the crew managed to survive along with the ship. Robocop then took command and told everyone to rest assured and that he's got everything under control. He then ordered everyone to go back to their rooms and sleep to prepare for the upcoming battle...
Somehow I was in that ship as well (first person) and refused to go... Robocop raised his voice in anger and started screaming which is distorted badly by the intercom. Went to my room and Robocop then locked all the doors behind us.
As we looked outside, we find that we're already at an alien planet and were already at battle. Cheap effects of lights (think of Asteroids the game) flying through the sky for a few minutes... Robocop then says that the battle is over and that we've won. Everyone then falls asleep in ease and peace.
Then my dream switched to Robocop's view and see that the situation was dire and the battle was at a loss. He then decided to put everyone to sleep by releasing poison in to everyone's rooms and kills everyone.
"At least they will die in peace"....

Weird Dreams (or a creative gluttonous dream) : Roti Jangan

Dreamed that I was eating damn a lot of food. One that stood out was this 'Roti Jangan'... It's a roti canai banjir'd in this kuah which is like japanese green curry with green peppers, potatoes, zucchini, onions and kampung fried chicken on the side.

it's not very often I get to order food and eat it in my dreams... Usually I wake up before I take the first bite.

....about to have two tooth pulled out. Maybe that's why I was able to eat in my dream =.=Nightmare starts now.... numbness wearing off and I'm starting to feel the pain from where my tooth used to be

Edit : How I came up with the name? 
Apparently the padang near where I used to stay has turned into a hawker center of sorts. Ordered this weird dish since it had a weird name (Can't remember). Sat down and food arrived (the roti jangan and others because I was feeling too hungry and ordered a bunch of other food). Took out my smartphone and looked at google maps... somehow the satellite image of the area spells the word 'JANGAN'. Hence the name Roti Jangan....

Less than 3 hours of sleep

It is now 3am
Gotta wake up to get ready at 6am
Leave at 7am to send sis to college
Reach college at around 8am
Make my way to N.Sembilan which is about an hour
Interview 10.30am
Come home maybe around 12pm
Leave house at 3pm
Pick up sis at 4pm
Reach home maybe at 5.30-6pm
...and hopefully able to get some sleep....

Weird dreams : Uncharted Spy?

What I remembered from the dream last night...
In an airport trying to fly off somewhere. Apparently I'm an agent or something and trying to smuggle cash on to the plane. Cheated the system but the whole building started to collapse. Don't know how a dome shaped building appeared but it started to crumble and fall on everyone. I managed to escape since the airport refuses to delay the flights. Got on the plane which looks like a horrible army plane inside. In my head I kept going on and on hoping that I'd be given first class for all the shit that happened outside. Then I thought that it would be impossible since everyone else would've wanted the same thing. So sitting down, I tried to fall asleep only to have a trap door under my seat give way and I fell out of the plane and managed to survive thanks to a parachute under the seat.
Ended up in some desert area during the day.... after a few steps it turned night and I'm at the entrance of a small town... infiltrated the place stealthily and managed to find a weapons briefcase. Took out a crossbow and shot a guard in the head. He was still alive and started firing bolts back at me using his crossbow. I fired one back at him and hit his heart. He continued shooting at me... but I then noticed that I only had two bolts to fire and thought that I could use his bolts against him. As his shot was fired, I grabbed the bolt mid-air and used his ammo against him. This goes on for a while and he looked like a porcupine... he then stopped firing and walked up close to me and demanded that I stop using his bolts against him and that it was cheating. The other guards were then alerted...and that was as far as I could remember.

MALAYSIA WON THE GOLD FOR FOOTBALL IN THE SEA GAMES 2011

HOORAYYYY!!
Kudos to the team who worked hard for over 140minutes of play time including penalties.
Special congrats to our goalie Khairul Fahmi for stopping the crucial goal and to our captain for slotting home the winning penalty.


GEEEEE GEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

"They don't respect you, they don't respect our flag, they   don't respect our King and they don't respect your parents. If you allow this to happen, then you are cowards. You must teach them what being Malaysian is all about." - Ong Kim Swee

Read more: SEA GAMES: Baddrol’s golden kick - Soccer - New Straits Times http://www.nst.com.my/sports/soccer/sea-games-baddrol-s-golden-kick-1.9309#ixzz1eP0aTVmz

I'm somewhat an Ah Beng?!

Reference to : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ah_Beng

Ah Bengs like to curse in their daily speech.
They are usually very stingy in buying clothes.
Ah Bengs are normally found gathering in the busier and more developed cities in the region.
Ah Bengs are typically stereotyped as coming from lower class to Higher Class Families. 


ZOMONOESSSSS 

20/11/2011 20:11

Happy Birthday to me.
25 years
No job, no significant accomplishments, still single.... what the fuck am I doing with my life?!
Always thinking about this puts pressure in me and in turn keeps me awake at night and degrades my health. This has to fucking change.

Downtime

I think I'm possibly the only one who falls sick from depression, sadness, loneliness, incompetence, anger, paranoidness, pressure, stress, ignorance and anxiety happening all at once.

Disappointed first impressions

Let's just say I wished I brought  back my textbooks/ notes to save myself the embarrassment in interviews.

Weird Dreams : Dreaming of running around in circles

Was at a shopping mall trying to go home. Parked my car quite a distance away so decided to  take a cab to the car. The cab brought in other customers trying to make some extra money and after dropping the other customer off, I ended up at the cab headquarters and the driver told me to wait for another cab. Waited and waited and finally one showed up... but in the end, took this elevator/lift/tram thing instantly back to the shopping mall =.=

11/11/11 pt 2

People are making it a huge thing. But remember... in the end, people will forget about it.
Just like how 01/01/01 , 02/02/02, 03/03/03, 04/04/04 etc or maybe 01/02/03, 02/03/04.. and so on are not forgotten and but a distant memory. Life goes on in the end.

11/11/11 , 11:11:11

....What now?

Job offer rejected

Well finally got confirmation that I wasn't offered a job at this recycling plant.... time to move on but haven't received any calls nor notification of any interviews. Damnits

Chatime?

I had it once... it tastes okay. Decent. Yet I have no idea why I'm craving for more along with other people especially since the price for a drink is overpriced.

Uncharted 3 : Drakes Deception , Quick Review

Possible Spoilers :

After watching trailers, gameplays and some reviews, I'm extremely hyped about UC3... heck I loved UC2 and it gave a lasting impression. UC3 however does not. In an attempt to give more background to Nathan Drake, the developers went all out on the story using a flash backs and various other gimmicks. Characters just disappear out of no where even though they were the main part of the story and never return even for the ending. Eg. Sully was in the beginning of UC2 and returned at the end. But in UC3... no one came back for an encore... Some events in the game are also questionable and were never explained. There might be subtle hints in the dialog but I may have to replay the game again to fully understand (Catastrophic Difficulty mode, here I come).

UC3 this time emphasizes a lot on hand to hand combat. Way more than UC or UC2. You'd be forced to closeup on an enemy because you weren't given any weapons or allowed to use them. Even so, at times I wondered how we are able to use our surroundings as weapons. At times I'm able to use a fridge to knock a guy out, toss my gun at an opponent to stun them or trigger their grenades... but HOW??

Just when I thought things were getting better, the game just ends... not the memorable ending in UC2... it just ends (Maybe cuz this time they didn't copy Firefly but instead Indiana Jones). I was expecting a lot more.

Another rant is how people can get motion sickness in this game... In some levels, you're literally tripping balls... and it lasts a few occasions in the game. I'm surprised I was able to stomach it and I have a feeling those using the 3D feature might not enjoy it...

Overall, aside from my rants, it was fun while it lasted. Quite possibly the best movie of 2011... but it still can't outdo UC2's story IMO.